Monday, December 20, 2010
deep thoughts
If the planet is overpopulated and we are running out of resources shouldn't being gay be considered evolution?
Sunday, December 5, 2010
I hate this part right here
Say what you want about the pussycat dolls but they got this song right.
I think one of the rudest questions a person can ask when you inform them you have broken up with your bf is, "why?" Now this isn't true for all people, particularly friends who have shared in some of your relationship up and downs, or have provided guidance and support over it's course, but what about those peripheral people you just know from work or friends of friends? What are they expecting, a flood of personal and emotional issues, perhaps some very embarrasing information which would incriminate either you, your partner, or both?
I say this because I am dreading the conversations that will inevitably come up when people ask how Eric is and I have to tell them that we broke up. I don't know who reads this blog, but even the anonymity of this would not allow me to share all of the things between Eric and I and how they were working or not working. The short of it is that we are just not able to support each other at this time. I waiver from thinking this was the right choice to thinking I lost the best thing that will ever come into my life.
Coping is always something you see in movies and seems so dramatic, then when you go through it the movie version seems so trivial. I have watched a few movies, "Sex and Breakfast" which was horrible and Top Gun, which I haven't seen since perhaps 1988 and was by far as fabulous as it was back then. Damn I love that movie.
Eric doesn't want any contact with me, at least for now. It hurts, because he is so integral to my days. He is my check in and my baseline. I've truly lost my best friend.
I think one of the rudest questions a person can ask when you inform them you have broken up with your bf is, "why?" Now this isn't true for all people, particularly friends who have shared in some of your relationship up and downs, or have provided guidance and support over it's course, but what about those peripheral people you just know from work or friends of friends? What are they expecting, a flood of personal and emotional issues, perhaps some very embarrasing information which would incriminate either you, your partner, or both?
I say this because I am dreading the conversations that will inevitably come up when people ask how Eric is and I have to tell them that we broke up. I don't know who reads this blog, but even the anonymity of this would not allow me to share all of the things between Eric and I and how they were working or not working. The short of it is that we are just not able to support each other at this time. I waiver from thinking this was the right choice to thinking I lost the best thing that will ever come into my life.
Coping is always something you see in movies and seems so dramatic, then when you go through it the movie version seems so trivial. I have watched a few movies, "Sex and Breakfast" which was horrible and Top Gun, which I haven't seen since perhaps 1988 and was by far as fabulous as it was back then. Damn I love that movie.
Eric doesn't want any contact with me, at least for now. It hurts, because he is so integral to my days. He is my check in and my baseline. I've truly lost my best friend.
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